Oh, I just sigh as I sit here to begin writing. My thoughts have been all over the place for so long. I'm not even sure I know what my thoughts are on any given situation, idea, circumstance, etc, anymore. My brain and life are so boggled. I simply believe I am incapable of forming full thoughts or sentences in my head anymore. I don't believe my heart even knows how to think these days.
Life has taken so many many turns these past three months that I have come to realize how many paths to life there are and it is completely within our own power to choose which path we tread (or run) down. Even though the circumstances that I have been in here lately, either because of my own choices or those of others, have momentarily caused me to be on certain paths, ultimately I can only own up to my own choice of path. But unfortunately I'm not sure which one that is. I know, for the most part, which events have occurred due to my choice and which have happened based on the actions of others. But everything is so sticky and they seem to just muddle together at the end of the day, and at the beginning and in the middle. How long does it take for something to pass to be able to see things with open eyes and as unbiased as possible? I suppose that's not something that can be statistically measured in any kind of accurate way.
